Why Is This Happening?
Ever since I was in middle school, I had this feeling that I wasn't good enough for anyone or at anything. I thought my life was a joke. But as I got older my life started to look up it seemed like. I was on the high school dance team, I had great friends, family, and a steady job for a high school student. Then I came to college, and I lost friendships, my family started going down hill, and my life was crumbling around me. I was never very academic, so when I came to college I instantly started slacking. I had bad grades, failing my tests, and barely went to class. My parents were so proud of me for going to college. And I was so happy because I made them so proud. But when it cam time to leave, I didn't want to. I wanted to stay and keep watching my little brother grow up, help my mom go through the toughest time of her life, and spend more time with my dad because I didn't spend enough with him before I left. So my life was a mess. And soon en